I'm scared, in fact I am terrified.
The days until I leave are daunting, and it's freaking me out man! I started the "packing" process and I've been trying to avoid it for weeks. My subconcious is wondering where we are going, and why we're putting all our shit into boxes.
It's a mixed feeling of anticipation, anxiety, and that sick sick feeling of leaving everything behind. I'm happy, but in some ways I'm not to be leaving.
It worries me to think that the relationships that I have, that mean more than the world to me, will deteriote.
How will I survive classes??
And exactly why did I think I was talented enough to take a film photography class .___. Ugggh...that's making me nervousss....
I need film.
Move in is in two more days...that panic attack is comin on strong
[What's in a Name?]
- Krysten loves Steven...I think
- Hi! I'm Krysten and I'm going to college!! This "Clog" is meant to be the wondrous and complex tellings of my new life as an independent "adult." I'm off doing my thing, trying to make things work... My life most likely won't be too interesting, but go ahead and become enthralled :)
5 comments:
so first of all thanks for telling me you finally made yours, jerk.
second of all I'm texting you right now about how much I don't get along with these girls/people in my school. It's gonna be a long year :(
good luck miss bracaglia.
hope to see your name on a credits reel someday.
or on perezhilton.com
=]
I started packing today, too, and it just felt unreal seeing all my favorite clothes strewn about my bed. =\
But we're all just as nervous as you are, and we love you tons, so don't worry too much!
NOOOOO ANOTHER "I THINK." ARGH I LOOK LIKE A POSER NOW
First; YES KRYS I'M STILL EFFING SCARED. I think a majority of my friend making will be within my classes.. which, not to my surprise, has already happened! I went to lunch with a girl from my drawing class and I met up with another friend who also brought her friend..
Woh. Did I just say.. I have "friends"? That's got a nice ring to it.
Krys; You will do uber fine.. My group of friends is growing slowly but surely. Buy the end of the year I will have already taken over the school and everything; Mwhoohaha HOO HOO HAHAHA.
Uhm. And I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOUR TATTOO. We have SO MANY GODDAMNED assignments to do in Drawing Studio it's not even funny.. perhaps I can sneak in a design as one of them.
Good luck girl; keep in le touch.
BLOG MORE FOO!!
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